Udja Sebai Maa,
Thank you very much for this response. The reinforcement of proper spelling is very helpful in tightening up my understanding of Neterianism. In relation to attainment, I definitley experienced a form of delusion especially early on. As I got deeper into my practice I became more aligned with the teaching, but as the practice started to develop like I said I went astray. So I am receiving a good education in regards to that experience as being a result of not having a deep cleansing of the unconscious mind as old things were still coveted even when I was obeying the disciplines, so when I did not reinforce the palliative effect of the teaching those old desires were pursued. This response was very helpful, I will continue on.