“Be thou incapable of change in that which is right, and men will rely upon you. Establish unto thyself principles of action; and see that thou ever act according to them. First know that thy principles are just, and then be thou inflexible in the path of them.”
“The word which appeared as a pillar of flame out of the darkness is the Son of God, born of the mystery of the Mind. The name of the Word is Reason. Reason is the offspring of Thought and Reason shall divide the light from the darkness and establish Truth in the midst of the waters.”
-Ancient Egyptian Proverbs
It is important to note that the “backward and forwards experiences” are part of the journey and everyone experiences that on the way to personality integration; but it is important to know that this does abate and that at some point, even if some lower level remains it is less consequential and non-obstructive to the overall spiritual movement. The same can be said about consistency and moodiness. The important thing is to develop “mnu” (menu) or steadiness, to be firmly established, like a tree swaying in the wind but not blown away by it; which comes from study, Maatian works, devotional practices and practice of meditation; these render the personality stable amidst the cacophony of life. More is to be learned on the subject of developing positive aryu and overcoming the negative of the past which sustains ego consciousness and spiritual ignorance as well as obstructs the spiritual progress.