Continuation from above –> When I do my reflections on what happened in the day and the wisdom to take away, I’m sometimes at a standpoint in what exactly is it I’m supposed to learn. For example, lecturing my cousin on the right thing to do. Why was I irritated and what was the wisdom to gain? Why can’t I lecture without being irritated? Was the wisdom to not lecture and then I would not have been irritated? How would she learn and people in general, how would they learn if nothing is said? At the expense of me being irritated and I’m trying to attain enlightenment and I can’t.